I wish~~~

i wish it was sept 10th cause i want to go back to school.i heard this sad song and i started to cry,i wish i was little i miss my dad and mom,i wish i could live with my dad and mom.i love him more then enything in the world.i wish he could travel around the world with us,but, has a .
i am still crying.
oooooo,and my friend Glien spend a night and we went home at 3:00 i hade fun.
i miss my dad and mom,i wish i could live there.

i am going to see them next week for 1 weeks .i can't wait for that time any more.

I'm going to take a plane next week.

I hope I come home early because I want see my mom and dad.

I left home for one year, everytime I think of home, I can't help crying.

just because I love my home deeply.

I wish oneday I come back to home.

story

It was said that in the early days not only people, but tigers, lions, elephants, trees, stones, in short, everything could talk. One day, everybody was talking at the same time. This woke up the God of Heavens. God angrily said, "Too many things can talk. I think I will just allow one species to talk. This way it won't be so noisy." But , who should talk and who should not talk?To be fair, the heavenly God called everyone to assemble in front of him. He wanted everyone to drink the magic water. There were two kinds of magic water, one was the "talking water." If one drank it, he might continue to talk. The other kind was the "dumb water." If one drank this, he would not be able to talk anymore. So he scheduled a date for the water drinking event. When the day came, every object hurried to the pre-arranged place to drink the water. Since everyone was afraid that the supply of "talking water" would be completely consumed by those arriving first, they hurried and ran. Only the samll frog was left behind, hopping along. Because it was so slow, it became very worried. When Man saw it, he held up the little frog and kept on walking. The little frog was so thankful. He thought, "Only man has the kindest heart in this world. Man is so thoughtful, if he does not get a chance to drink the "talking water", it would be such a pity! I should think of some way to allow him to drink the water. But only one species could drink the "talking water". If Man drinks it, then I would not have any to drink. And I would not be able to talk anymore. The little frog thought and thought. He did not know whatto do. He looked up at Man. Man smiled at him and said, "Do not worry, little frog, I will get you there quickly." When the little frog heard this, he felt so embarrassed by his selfishness that he lowered his head. He thought, " I am too greedy. Man did not even think of himself. He only thought of getting me there in time. I have to get the talking water for Man to drink."

my dream

I dreamed I had A House On Mango Street, which is shining and beautiful. Should I hang the rooms with The Painted Veil? Is that giving a sense of mystery? huh... i am not the right one belongs to there. I wondered in my dreams…I walked outside of the house, there is a huge farm. I see The Horse Whisper are getting along with his beloved horse--Pilgrim, he is touching his horse with tender love. so touching......I also see The Catcher In the Rye, he loves being a catcher, and however, he is also in the conflict of reality and fantasy. ..oh, that is his life...Then, I heard the bees humming, the birds singing, could the Dancer In The Dark hear it?
Of course, she can, i saw she is smiling, she is singing with the rhythm of nature. she is so attractive!　　
i saw them in my dreams...they are all in The Pursuit of Happyness. Do they find it? Do we find it? A Street Car Named Desire is on the corner. Should we take it? To where? A world of fantasy? ...wake up! wake up! You Can’t Take It With You. Our life is An Unfinished Life, We are just On The Way.

so hot

So hot
The weather of Calgary is so hot. I don’t like such hot and dry weather during summer.
The sun shines so brightly that I reduce my activities outside my home. I wish these hot days would not keep for a long time. Calgary homes a dry climate with little of the summer humidity that bothers me.
Although it enjoys high sunshine hours, Calgary's weather is often interchangeable - it is also notoriously difficult to predict in detail from day to night.
Compared with the weather in China, it is hotter than Calgary. The highest temperature is around 36 degrees Celsius. If I stayed in a room in China that has no air conditioning, I will feel faint. In China most of the houses have air-conditioning.
Unfortunately, I have never seen an air conditioning in house the houses in Calgary. The first affair I come back home is taking a shower. In my view, it is the most enjoyable time in such hot day. When I got to bed, I feel so hot that I can’t go to sleep immediately.
I wish it will rain and be cloudy tomorrow.

The summer is sunny and hot; I really want a ton of ice cream to cool down myself.

I like these days

I like these days.I can sleep until I have not an ability to sleep.I can eat a variety of food without think about my stomach,Such as traditional fooddumplings, wong tongs, dim sum, cold noodles, pop,hot pot and roasted chicken YUMMY!!I can go bed without think about homework assignments.I can listen to music with a relaxing atmosphere,and drink a cup of tea.Music like, rock and roll, jazz, R&B, hip-hop, pop,blues, rap, and funk.I can watch any TV show I want without interruption.I can get up without worrying whether my hair looks good.I can wear pajamas and and not wear tight clothing,such as jeans.Today I woke up at 10:00. If I had classes I would wake up at 9:00because my house is far away from school.I ate hu la soup for breakfastthen, I cleaned my bedroom, with a vaccum cleaner.I downloaded a chinese series,which has a very funny plotMe, and my cousin have been watching it every weekend for the past three weeks in a row,this will only go on for two more weeks because there are only thirteen episodes in total

nightmare~~~~~

I woke up 20 minutes before my alarm this morning, sweaty and shaking beneath the sheets. I had been having a nightmare. It had been quite a while since I last had one.I only have sketchy memories of the dream now, but I do remember that I had broken up with The Boy but T and L were still together. I was visiting him – I believe we were supposed to be at the house he shared with Everyone a few years ago, although it looked completely different. I was sitting on the couch, alone, while he and L played a video game somewhere off to the side and behind me. They were laughing, touching, and kissing as they played. I can still recall the feeling of jealousy and bitter sadness very clearly ... like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.
Inside the house, I found two people playing one of the video game systems, and when they were finished, they put the system away so violently that it knocked down a large quantity of books from the shelf. The books fell on top of my dog and older cat (appearing out of no where). I yelled at them and moved the books off the animals. They both looked fine to me, but then someone pointed out that my cat was bleeding ... her entire belly was soaked with blood, and it was dripping down onto the carpet. Somehow, I knew that it was massive internal bleeding. With the help of my dad (also appearing out of no where), I loaded her into a huge carrier and took her to the vet. Except it was not a normal small animal vet, but one for exotic pets...And that is about as much as I remember. I know that the dream felt very long while I was in it, but I have no idea how long it actually lasted. I do know that I woke up feeling very upset and distressed. It took me a few minutes to reorient myself with reality.

A Special Encounter

It started to blow wind while I was on my way to school. Sitting on the train, I couldn’t help thinking of the little girl whom I had met under the overhead bridge at the city center. She was about ten years old in a tattered red dress, which was obviously sewn over many times. Looking frail and small, almost overwhelmed by the crowd, she was stooping near a trash can searching for thing which she considered useful. The little girl was surrounded by trash, oblivious to the people around her. I noticed that what she collected were papers: newspapers, advertisement leaflets and some little pieces of paper with colorful pictures and characters. They seemed ordinary, yet the little girl was smiling at them every now and then. She put the papers in order, took out a small string and strung them together; she seemed satisfied with her handiwork.Later, she gathered up the papers with both hands and went over to a corner of the overhead bridge. I was confused as she sat down on the ground and began reading those papers. Her expression changed like the weather, sometimes she laughed, and sometimes she knitted her brows. My interest was piqued; and quietly I walked towards her. However, when I said “Hi”to her, she was rather frightened. She stood up at once and said “sorry” to me again and again. The little girl must mistook my status, so I explained to her that I was just a stranger here and wanted to ask her something.After that, she became happy quickly. Then she told me with her strong accent that she never thought there’s someone would speak to her so friendly. For hearing that, I felt upset even a kind of crime. I smiled and talked to her for minutes.

fruit

today is my fruit day!
Every sunday is special for me， because I plan for add plenty of vitamins to my body.I think the most useful method is eating fruit!actually,I am not fond of eating it, because I always forget to eat.When I came here,some of vegetables and fruit are no longer here.most of fruit is import for other conturies.especially banana,when I saw it in supermarket,most of them are not ripe yet.question:How many fruit did I eat today?⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙answer:6apples4pears5oranges7banana(I like banana)3peachestotally 25 pieces of fruit!My mouth is never stop to active.As a result,I only eat ONE meal today!poor fruit!they were all in mY stomach.bless them!I have a strong feeling that the more fruit i eat,the more healthy my body will be!even though I don't like eat fruit,in my opinionwhen I regard fruit as medicines ,I'd rather to eat furit than bitter medicines.So I make every sunday for my fruit day!haha!I just put fruit on a big plate,After an hour,none of them left!
Ps:I have never found jujube(zao) in supermarket.It is a pity that jujube is really a healthy fruit which can be used for Chinese traditional medicine.

No tittle

I wanna paint my face and pretend that I am someone else. Sometimes I get so fed up, I don't even wanna look at myself. But people have problems that are worse than mine I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.And I hate the way you look at me I have to say. I wish that I could start over. I am slowly falling apart. I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start and you might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty. Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night and then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life. But people have problems that are worse than mineI don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time. And I wish everyone would just go and shut their mouth. I'm not strong enough to deal with it. I am slowly falling apart. I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty. I am slowly falling apart. I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty.

if

If there is no bus and c-train

Just image, if there is no bus and c-train existing in Calgary. My life will be changed a lot.
First of all, I will not come to class unless I walked one hour to school. Afterwards, I will not go to any superstores and malls, because I can’t drive to there. It looks terrible if it will happen someday. I hope it will not happen forever. I really do not want go anywhere by foot. By the way, the transition system of Calgary is perfect, because you can go almost anywhere without driving a car by yourself. Everyday, I take 10minutes bus to the c-train station. Afterwards, I should take 40 minutes c-train to school. If there is bus and c-train taking me to school. It is unbelievable that I should walk 2hours to school to take two hours class.


It is lucky that the bus drivers did no go on a strike. If it is true, I think half of people in Calgary should stay at home. Hopefully, the strike will not happen forever. I am sure it will not happen in china, cause many Chinese are waiting for a job so that they will not leave their jobs easily.

Life~~~

~Life~

''Life should be happy''~~~I heard this sentance from my colleague.
Indeed, Life most be mixed with Sweet and bitter unless you are salf- fish. Sweet make you feel sad or happy while bitter let you get sad feeling in your life.
Sweet let you had a dream, which could be someone or experience which you love. Time to time, you could be more greedy and you can't leave it as drug. you would suffer by the drug, but you love the drug more then youself. your feeling would get lose and againt your brain, which make you do a lots of non- sense reaction and emotion even you are a understunding gays.
People want to get more sweet and avoid bitter in their life~ but no one can achieve the aim.
Both Sweet and bitter affect each other. They have a strong relationship. Bitter can reflect how is sweet and happiness. Thus, people afraid ''losing '' or '' changing''~~~~
However, everyone most experience ''Losing '' in thier life. Life most not be perfect.
The world won't stop running when you are sad/ bitter. We are still living in the Community and have to do so much work.
In the Bitter time, you may lose your mind and be depressive every second. The feeling is similar as much lonely as you live on a island alone. you may look for someone who can help you, but it may not achieve and they may not help you so much. Den to ~feeling is non- sense, it will not sort out by several sentances. it is true talking with someone make the lonely feeling decrease if you can expensive your fill feeling for thier and they are avaible talk with you....
However, you also can't control it in your life~~~
''Life should ran with happy and sad. We can't prevent something happen in our life, but we couldn't give up my life. you will be a self and bitter/ dead fish unless you don't accept your life. At least, I still have chance to built my life more nice, even though I am so lack''
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Happy is caused by bitter>3<
~~while~~
Sad is produced Sweet^3^

my first blog

This is my first blog
I have a new blog today. Actually, I really like writing something in a place. I have a special space that others can know my happiness and sorrow.
I am so lucky that I feel so happy in the class. I am so glad to meet new friends in a new place.

Jump to another topic. Today, I feel so sleepy when I get on c-train. Suddenly, a guy said to me, “ Are you all right?” I said I am all right. At this moment, I feel a little warm in my heart. Never have a stranger said this to me. Afterwards, he suggest me that I should sleep enough in order to be healthy. I feel grateful that a stranger is thinking of me. All goodness in his heart makes me think a lot. I should more care about others. I should think about others’ feeling. When I feel unhappy, I still remember my friends is company with me. In all my life, I am not live for myself; another aim is attempt to bring happiness to others.
My first blog ,it is a new start. I believe that things will be better.