nightmare~~~~~

I woke up 20 minutes before my alarm this morning, sweaty and shaking beneath the sheets. I had been having a nightmare. It had been quite a while since I last had one.I only have sketchy memories of the dream now, but I do remember that I had broken up with The Boy but T and L were still together. I was visiting him – I believe we were supposed to be at the house he shared with Everyone a few years ago, although it looked completely different. I was sitting on the couch, alone, while he and L played a video game somewhere off to the side and behind me. They were laughing, touching, and kissing as they played. I can still recall the feeling of jealousy and bitter sadness very clearly ... like my heart was being ripped out of my chest.
Inside the house, I found two people playing one of the video game systems, and when they were finished, they put the system away so violently that it knocked down a large quantity of books from the shelf. The books fell on top of my dog and older cat (appearing out of no where). I yelled at them and moved the books off the animals. They both looked fine to me, but then someone pointed out that my cat was bleeding ... her entire belly was soaked with blood, and it was dripping down onto the carpet. Somehow, I knew that it was massive internal bleeding. With the help of my dad (also appearing out of no where), I loaded her into a huge carrier and took her to the vet. Except it was not a normal small animal vet, but one for exotic pets...And that is about as much as I remember. I know that the dream felt very long while I was in it, but I have no idea how long it actually lasted. I do know that I woke up feeling very upset and distressed. It took me a few minutes to reorient myself with reality.

A Special Encounter

It started to blow wind while I was on my way to school. Sitting on the train, I couldn’t help thinking of the little girl whom I had met under the overhead bridge at the city center. She was about ten years old in a tattered red dress, which was obviously sewn over many times. Looking frail and small, almost overwhelmed by the crowd, she was stooping near a trash can searching for thing which she considered useful. The little girl was surrounded by trash, oblivious to the people around her. I noticed that what she collected were papers: newspapers, advertisement leaflets and some little pieces of paper with colorful pictures and characters. They seemed ordinary, yet the little girl was smiling at them every now and then. She put the papers in order, took out a small string and strung them together; she seemed satisfied with her handiwork.Later, she gathered up the papers with both hands and went over to a corner of the overhead bridge. I was confused as she sat down on the ground and began reading those papers. Her expression changed like the weather, sometimes she laughed, and sometimes she knitted her brows. My interest was piqued; and quietly I walked towards her. However, when I said “Hi”to her, she was rather frightened. She stood up at once and said “sorry” to me again and again. The little girl must mistook my status, so I explained to her that I was just a stranger here and wanted to ask her something.After that, she became happy quickly. Then she told me with her strong accent that she never thought there’s someone would speak to her so friendly. For hearing that, I felt upset even a kind of crime. I smiled and talked to her for minutes.

fruit

today is my fruit day!
Every sunday is special for me， because I plan for add plenty of vitamins to my body.I think the most useful method is eating fruit!actually,I am not fond of eating it, because I always forget to eat.When I came here,some of vegetables and fruit are no longer here.most of fruit is import for other conturies.especially banana,when I saw it in supermarket,most of them are not ripe yet.question:How many fruit did I eat today?⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙⊙answer:6apples4pears5oranges7banana(I like banana)3peachestotally 25 pieces of fruit!My mouth is never stop to active.As a result,I only eat ONE meal today!poor fruit!they were all in mY stomach.bless them!I have a strong feeling that the more fruit i eat,the more healthy my body will be!even though I don't like eat fruit,in my opinionwhen I regard fruit as medicines ,I'd rather to eat furit than bitter medicines.So I make every sunday for my fruit day!haha!I just put fruit on a big plate,After an hour,none of them left!
Ps:I have never found jujube(zao) in supermarket.It is a pity that jujube is really a healthy fruit which can be used for Chinese traditional medicine.

No tittle

I wanna paint my face and pretend that I am someone else. Sometimes I get so fed up, I don't even wanna look at myself. But people have problems that are worse than mine I don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time.And I hate the way you look at me I have to say. I wish that I could start over. I am slowly falling apart. I wish you'd take a walk in my shoes for a start and you might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty. Sometimes I find myself shaking in the middle of the night and then it hits me and I can't even believe this is my life. But people have problems that are worse than mineI don't want you to think I'm complaining all the time. And I wish everyone would just go and shut their mouth. I'm not strong enough to deal with it. I am slowly falling apart. I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty. I am slowly falling apart. I wish that you would take a walk in my shoes for a start. You might think it's easy being me. You just stand still look pretty.

if

If there is no bus and c-train

Just image, if there is no bus and c-train existing in Calgary. My life will be changed a lot.
First of all, I will not come to class unless I walked one hour to school. Afterwards, I will not go to any superstores and malls, because I can’t drive to there. It looks terrible if it will happen someday. I hope it will not happen forever. I really do not want go anywhere by foot. By the way, the transition system of Calgary is perfect, because you can go almost anywhere without driving a car by yourself. Everyday, I take 10minutes bus to the c-train station. Afterwards, I should take 40 minutes c-train to school. If there is bus and c-train taking me to school. It is unbelievable that I should walk 2hours to school to take two hours class.


It is lucky that the bus drivers did no go on a strike. If it is true, I think half of people in Calgary should stay at home. Hopefully, the strike will not happen forever. I am sure it will not happen in china, cause many Chinese are waiting for a job so that they will not leave their jobs easily.